My husband was given a death sentence with ALS ten years ago. He passed in August and I thought all my anticipatory grief would make this part (widowhood) easier. Maybe in some ways it did, but I am forgetful and exhausted and trying to make sense of the world. Glad you are doing this Hannah. You always bring joy.
Sooooo many of these "I didn't know..." would hit me. I'm into my 4th year and these last two years have been far worse than that first year. I know I was numb that first year...just plowed thru it...working and working out. Now I've kinda hit rock bottom and trying to dig myself out mentally and physically.
My husband was given a death sentence with ALS ten years ago. He passed in August and I thought all my anticipatory grief would make this part (widowhood) easier. Maybe in some ways it did, but I am forgetful and exhausted and trying to make sense of the world. Glad you are doing this Hannah. You always bring joy.
Sooooo many of these "I didn't know..." would hit me. I'm into my 4th year and these last two years have been far worse than that first year. I know I was numb that first year...just plowed thru it...working and working out. Now I've kinda hit rock bottom and trying to dig myself out mentally and physically.